My Life

I was walking
Walking along the road
Looking at something that can heal my bored
Searching for the light to lighten the darkness
Try to fulfilled my emptiness
I was waiting
Waiting and keep waiting but
The darkness still blanket my night
My life seems to be happy
My life seems to be amazing
My life seems to be joy
The truth is - My life is just a dream
It’s dark
It’s bored
It’s empty
God, do you hear my heart screaming?
Do you received my pray?
Oh god, I know I’m not that angel
I’ve done many mistakes and I never try to be good
God, I know I can’t get him
But why you still make me feel the beat?
Why you still keep us close and become closer?
Why can’t you help me hate him?
Why, god?
I need to hate him
I need to be apart from his life